I was talking with my mom on MSN Messenger.  We have been becomming closer and talking very often over the past couple of months, having long conversations in IM.  I had felt a feeling of "It is done" after praying for my wife over something and, this being all new to me I questioned that feeling.  My mom responded that she understood the "whisper" as I termed it and said it is God.  I have faith that it IS God.

After that I wrote this to her.

Me- well this is kind of new to me, regardless of  being familiar with the culture.  I notice when I pray that I tend to fall into a prayer cadence kind of culture driven thing and it feels dead sometimes, then sometimes I'm praying and it feels very real

And typing "So, that culture is something I need broken of I think.", I quietly prayed "Lord Jesus break me of this culture of christianity and let me follow you!" and I felt a great release and tears came to my eyes and a feeling of emotion and freedom and sadness and joy filled me.   And as I am praising God quietly, I finish typing "I pray it and it happens!".

After that I turned away from the computer and cried and bowed my head and praised God and Jesus and thanked him and it dawned on me, it came over me this.

There is a demon and it is "the culture of christianity" and it hangs over the earth.

And this was not me but I recognized the truth of it and I wrote it in my book and I typed it to my Mom and I post it here so I will remember this.  Today God broke me from "the culture of christianity".  Thank you Jesus.